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Somehow I prefer typing in English, at least for now (maybe because I am all ready to start my Deutsch homework after updating my blog).
Even though I know my word will be slightly more descriptive and precise, and SHORT, if I type in Chinese.
Oftentimes I lose myself when writing in English, especially in the blog form.
I am missing a friend who I have contacts through out the entire sophomore year and has/had been there for me. She was a great help and I miss her especially because recently I have not been bothered by anything in particular, which made me not have so much to say or to complain in general.
One or two weeks ago a friend of mine asked me if I miss someone, I replied "not really." Then I think of the friend and the person he mentioned from time to time, not all because of what they said, but because of what they have done to me as a friends.
Even though I still find such word, friend, very confusing, ambiguous, and often abused, I think of some of my friends from time to time. Some more, some less, yet some I might never think of them unless they were in the background of one certain memorable event.
I find myself much more used to living on my own, even though I still eat out a lot and rely on the society built by many's effort, I am more comfortable doing thing on my own, or maybe I am just more used to it.
Although I could think of friends who I don't mind having meals with even if I just wanna chill, there aren't many.
Most of the time I just wanna chill, then I end up hanging out myself for the most of the time.
Because of that, I appreciate lots when friends who are initiative at inviting me over or just hanging out.
But perhaps I don't give a shit to some either...not interested in at all...
sometimes just lazy or not interested(with a more neutral tone).
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Recent digest:
This past weekend I have played ａ computer game ｃａｌｌｅｄ 信長之野望１１ for more than 24 hours (7 hours on Fri, 10 hours on Sat, and 9 hours on Sun)
It's a lot of fun and very very addicted, or I am just usually easily addicted to some certain thing like computer game.
I never addicted to reading, reading in English though.
Then I skipped a lot of things that I should have done or should have been doing on the weekend like playing softball, reading, doing my BA310, planning out some of my business ideas.
Even though the time I spent on playing computer game might not as well be spent on doing those I supposed to be doing, but I still feel bad about it.
Since I am not very self disciplined and bad at "self-controlled." I decided to give away my laptop to a friend for a month...or a while before I have done what I should have done.
I finally made the effort to call home last night and surprisingly I was on phone for more than 2 hours.
Usually talking ends within an hour, perhaps this have something to do with my coming birthday.
I don't celebrate my birthdays for years yet I never took time showing my appreciation on friends and family-especially! I will do that this year then.
My mom asked me to be more happy, but then I replied, it's as hard as asking someone to be richer, to be more popular, in fact, those I just mentioned might be easier to accomplish.
Perhaps happiness is not hard to be achieved...achieve...happiness just seems to be something that you can gain by putting in effort, it's all up to you.
I was surprised why my mom mentioned that all of the sudden, then she told me that she was reading my recent posts on my blog.
I guess I have shown some negative emotion then, or no positivity at least. I feel, however, not particularly happy, yet no sad. Not indifferent, not like zombie.
Oftentimes joyful and peaceful, although I still get upset by some minor things.
今天看了兩篇昨天成英姝寫的文章
有兩句話我蠻喜歡的
不知死，焉之生
如果人生像頭象，那智者也頂多摸到其中的尾巴或者是腳罷了
http://blog.chinatimes.com/indiacheng/archive/2008/07/29/303196.html
過程是不是比結果重要（也是他文章中提到的東西）？我記得昨天我還用著這個概念向著我姊我爸傳教，不過我覺得這不是二分法的東西
就是要先切出要講＂什麼叫做重要＂才能往下談
之前覺得哲學偏離現實沒啥屁用，雖然我那時還是十分熱衷
現在慢慢覺得
多數人是不學哲學的，那不是他們在意的東西，
但是如果要走一條和所謂＂別人－大眾化名詞＂ 那你多少需要一點批判和洞悉事情的能力
那些和哲學就很有相關性
如果你質疑什麼是道德，什麼是對錯，傳統依據什麼，什麼依據什麼
多數人接收別人所告知的，走別人走的路，
並不是說這樣好或是不好，只是你都不想你就這樣走下去
會走去那裡？
也許多數人在意的也只是有沒有吃飽穿飽睡飽吧．
要期末考了
Even though I know my word will be slightly more descriptive and precise, and SHORT, if I type in Chinese.
Oftentimes I lose myself when writing in English, especially in the blog form.
I am missing a friend who I have contacts through out the entire sophomore year and has/had been there for me. She was a great help and I miss her especially because recently I have not been bothered by anything in particular, which made me not have so much to say or to complain in general.
One or two weeks ago a friend of mine asked me if I miss someone, I replied "not really." Then I think of the friend and the person he mentioned from time to time, not all because of what they said, but because of what they have done to me as a friends.
Even though I still find such word, friend, very confusing, ambiguous, and often abused, I think of some of my friends from time to time. Some more, some less, yet some I might never think of them unless they were in the background of one certain memorable event.
I find myself much more used to living on my own, even though I still eat out a lot and rely on the society built by many's effort, I am more comfortable doing thing on my own, or maybe I am just more used to it.
Although I could think of friends who I don't mind having meals with even if I just wanna chill, there aren't many.
Most of the time I just wanna chill, then I end up hanging out myself for the most of the time.
Because of that, I appreciate lots when friends who are initiative at inviting me over or just hanging out.
But perhaps I don't give a shit to some either...not interested in at all...
sometimes just lazy or not interested(with a more neutral tone).
----
Recent digest:
This past weekend I have played ａ computer game ｃａｌｌｅｄ 信長之野望１１ for more than 24 hours (7 hours on Fri, 10 hours on Sat, and 9 hours on Sun)
It's a lot of fun and very very addicted, or I am just usually easily addicted to some certain thing like computer game.
I never addicted to reading, reading in English though.
Then I skipped a lot of things that I should have done or should have been doing on the weekend like playing softball, reading, doing my BA310, planning out some of my business ideas.
Even though the time I spent on playing computer game might not as well be spent on doing those I supposed to be doing, but I still feel bad about it.
Since I am not very self disciplined and bad at "self-controlled." I decided to give away my laptop to a friend for a month...or a while before I have done what I should have done.
I finally made the effort to call home last night and surprisingly I was on phone for more than 2 hours.
Usually talking ends within an hour, perhaps this have something to do with my coming birthday.
I don't celebrate my birthdays for years yet I never took time showing my appreciation on friends and family-especially! I will do that this year then.
My mom asked me to be more happy, but then I replied, it's as hard as asking someone to be richer, to be more popular, in fact, those I just mentioned might be easier to accomplish.
Perhaps happiness is not hard to be achieved...achieve...happiness just seems to be something that you can gain by putting in effort, it's all up to you.
I was surprised why my mom mentioned that all of the sudden, then she told me that she was reading my recent posts on my blog.
I guess I have shown some negative emotion then, or no positivity at least. I feel, however, not particularly happy, yet no sad. Not indifferent, not like zombie.
Oftentimes joyful and peaceful, although I still get upset by some minor things.
今天看了兩篇昨天成英姝寫的文章
有兩句話我蠻喜歡的
不知死，焉之生
如果人生像頭象，那智者也頂多摸到其中的尾巴或者是腳罷了
http://blog.chinatimes.com/indiacheng/archive/2008/07/29/303196.html
過程是不是比結果重要（也是他文章中提到的東西）？我記得昨天我還用著這個概念向著我姊我爸傳教，不過我覺得這不是二分法的東西
就是要先切出要講＂什麼叫做重要＂才能往下談
之前覺得哲學偏離現實沒啥屁用，雖然我那時還是十分熱衷
現在慢慢覺得
多數人是不學哲學的，那不是他們在意的東西，
但是如果要走一條和所謂＂別人－大眾化名詞＂ 那你多少需要一點批判和洞悉事情的能力
那些和哲學就很有相關性
如果你質疑什麼是道德，什麼是對錯，傳統依據什麼，什麼依據什麼
多數人接收別人所告知的，走別人走的路，
並不是說這樣好或是不好，只是你都不想你就這樣走下去
會走去那裡？
也許多數人在意的也只是有沒有吃飽穿飽睡飽吧．
要期末考了
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