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我在想 無名好像變成我跟這個世界交流的一個觸手
好宅喔

也許吧
前幾天聊到為什麼要念書
然後又從那裡延伸出去
聊了兩個鐘頭...
這種問題我覺得很重要
但是似乎都找不到答案,感覺好像是你一直重複再修同一門課,而得到的成績都是F

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I just wanted to write down something for my trip to Puerto Rico and the unfinished draft I wrote the other day resumes.

I will just write down what I think while I am here. Because we have taken lots and lots of pictures and I am not worried so much I will forget where I have been to and what I have seen...and perhaps what cusine I have eaten.
:)

I just bothered by the topics that has been brought up when talking to my friend.

okay, so first,
I watched the movie, Lust and Caution, last Friday. I didn't really know the connection between the story and the title of the movie.
Till Sunday, someone told me that lust refers to emotional and caution refers to rationale, and that helps me understand a bit better.
Good movie, good people I went with, or good friends I would say. :) and yeah,
Liang Choa Wei, who acts as the head of the said something in the movie really touched me. When he was having dinner with the main female character, he said,
"Every day I met up with people who are ambitious and have lots in mind to improve the whole situation, but regardless who they are and what they say, from their eyes I can only see one thing"
"Fear"
Then he continued the converasation and said to Mie Tai Tai, "but from you eyes, I don't find such thing; you seem to be fearless."

Reflecting to the reality, I worry about my future. Not saying that I am worried about I can't feed myself, but just that the fact I don't have motivation in generals worries me.
So that's one.
and also that I am bothered by that I will just become like common people (yet I always long to become one), working to live. And that bugs me, as I worry my life will fall into such cycle, but so far I can't think of a better way to transcend it.
Perhaps I should just go with the flow and be more grounded. Fundementally...it seems that I need the economic support to live like a "normal" person.
That makes me sad...

Second,
I think that's enough for the day...I will get killed by the mosquitos if I stayed at the lobby for another 30 mins...

Happy Thanksgiving!

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